The things I write when I'm hungry
A lot has changed for me this year.. some things were bad while some were good… you think you grow when you go through problems, but news flash, it never gets easier. What doesn’t kill you doesn’t really make you stronger.. it breaks you more and more until you give up at the end.
I don’t know why I’m so emo it’s a lovely day, and right now, right at this moment, I’m exactly where I’ve always dreamed of being, but why do I feel like there’s something missing?
Maybe its just because I’m currently very hungry waiting for my friend to go out for lunch. Yes that’s it …. I’m just hungry.
As much as we want to be the writers of our own lives we never are, or if we do write it we use pencil and people come in and erase it for us and write their own version of what our lives should be like.
Again with the emoness.
I realized that I never actually reveal a lot about myself in my blog. Well that’s better.. keeps things much more interesting. But sometimes mysterious people get on my nerves, like dude its not 1995 where being an unmasked superhero was cool, I don’t even know how that relates to what I’m trying to say.
I really think I should blog more often I don’t know why I’ve been away for so long I guess I was busy, you know because I have a life. But I love writing to people behind a screen. Its like I don’t know how they’ll react or think to what I write and that’s exciting. I get to say what I want and I get to ignore what people say, cuz rarely do people respond to what I write anyway.
So yeah .. with that I leave you to go get dressed and go out for lunch,,,, you know cuz I have a life. I’m so cool.
PS I am a very sarcastic person. So try to fit that in while reading what I write.
Regards,
Shamma.